原来我只是突然累了

原来我不说了

原来我撑着撑到麻了

原来我不爱了---  《 突然累了 》

Dont expect anyone understand what are you thinking

Dont expect others care about what you are thinking

Dont expect he will stay there and wait for you forever

Dont expect people will always put you in the first place

Dont expect you are still remain the same in their heart

Dont expect others will never lied to you

Everything will changed. Nothing lasts forever. Dont be that naive. You know what you really want. But you ask yourself to move on. Maybe you think you did but you know exactly you didnt. Maybe not that much like before. Maybe you can make it. Maybe you just need some time. This is cruel. The people you care dont care about you. But there is someone who really care about you. And you end up take him as granted. You hurted him. But you didnt really realise or maybe you did but you dont care. You think he will be there for you anytime you needed him. But its just a matter of time. Time changes everything. Only memories will last forever. It's just like a cycle. You care about him but he cares about other people and there's someone for you but you just left him alone. Maybe theres someone behind him. He just have to turn back and realise what's good for him and then he will leave. People come people go. Just like season will always change. Appreciate what you are having right now. You might lose it someday, maybe within one hour, one minute or even one second. Ask yourself : What you really want ? 

A little reminder for me. Myself.

Quote of the day : Sadness is also a kind of defence. - Ivo Andric