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YA. Its page 365/365.
Last day of 2014.
We're going to step into 2015 1 hour and 10 minutes later.
Everyone is planning to countdown or i mean they are already hanging out with friends and wait until 12 midnight now. But here i am. Sitting in front of computer and updating my blog ;) Hmmm.. Seriously not expect too much on 2015. Just wish all the bad luck wouldn't come and visit my family. I want them to be healthy happy as always.
So next year is my SPM year. Hope i can always concentrate on my studies and please don't let anything distract me from it. I wish i can get a good and better result. So that i can get scholarship in future studies. Because i know my parents don't have much money like that to pay me to college. That's why. I don't want to make them stress or something. They will always give us the best when they can afford it. But sometimes i'm stubborn and i couldn't understand. I'm greedy. I want everything that's the best. And i'm sorry.
1 hour more to 12.00 a.m.
It's 11.00 31/12/2014.
I wish that i can wake up with amnesia. And forget about those stupid little things. Ya there's something i really wanted to forget badly. I don't want to let it bothers me again and again. This thing effect my mood so easily and i hated it. I want to move on and i know its hard but i want to. He already did. Or maybe its only me who think like this. I'm the one who's thought it's all real. It's just a game to you. Because if what we had was real, how could you be fine ? Was it just a lie ? It's like the things between us never happened, tell me, was it just a lie ?
That's it. Forget about everything. Tomorrow will be a very fresh start and a new chapter for everyone. There's only memories left. And i deleted them all ;) No more turning back. Only MOVING FORWARD.
And it's 11.20 now.
Am i countdowning 2015 with my dearest diaryy ?
Maybe. I think so. Who cares babe ♥
And i'm going to spend 40 minutes more with my lovely bed and dramas.
They never gonna betray you. They're faithful to me and so am i ♥
#Goodbye2014 ✈ #Welcome2015 ♛ #HappyNewYear ツ
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